Thursday, May 31, 2012

Chapter 59

This chapter is dedicated to @Haya_AlThani and @M_Shady22 because they're just too sweet! Enjoy everyone and please tell me what youu think! x
















Finally out of the hospital! :D


I woke up to that message and let's just say it made my whole day! Wahab's finally out. Every thing's back to normal. El7imdila :D 


Wohoo, ha 3eyal shbtsawi elyom? :D I replied, I knew exactly what he was going to do. 


Madri wallah, bag3ad filbait I guess


Me: Laa btyee baitna, ubooy tawwa rad min elsufar w yabi eshoufik:D


Wahab: 9ij? 


Me: Eee, I'm guessing ubooy ga3d ykalim ubook right now. 


Wahab: Can't wait:*


Me: Hahah me too<3 


It was about 1:00pm. Wahab and his father were going to arrive in an hour or so. I got out of my bed and changed into some decent clothes, lightly brushed my hair and went downstairs. 


The door bell rang, Baba rushed to open it. Wahab came in, his face still had the scars I saw last time. Both Wahab and his father salimaw 3la ubooy w g3adaw. I felt kind of awkward since Wahab is in our house, when my father was here too!


Wahab's dad: "Ha bu M7amad w9ilaw el awrag?"


Baba: "Ee mashkoor bu Rashid matga9er, wallah khosh shay eli dazait'hum..." they kept discussing whatever it is they were discussing, Wahab and I were making weird eye contact. I smiled shyly and looked down to my phone. This felt so weird, I wasn't this shy during Wahab's presence :/


Baba: "Ha Wahab shloun eedik?"


Wahab: "Ashwa a7san min ams 3ami"


Baba: "Al7een shnu 9ar bilthab6 bu Rashid?" Wahab's eyes widened, he looked at his father with horrified eyes, then looked at me. 


Wahab's dad: "Wahabo," he hit Wahab's shoulder lightly, "Kan 9ak housha wya 3aziz Al-X, 3arafta?"


Aha. So that's what happened? :)


I looked at Wahab angrily. He lied.


Baba nodded angrily, his face was disgusted when he heard 3aziz's name. 


Wahab's dad: "Fa t'hawishaw w 7awalna infachich'hum bes lail7een.. 3aziz ta3awar w wadoh el mistashfa."


Baba: "Oula w kil hatha min 3aziz Al-X?"


Wahab's dad: "La, 3ugub laman ri7na el mazra3a w 6a7 min Sami kil hatha 9ar. El7imdila allah i7fu'6a."


Me: YOU HAVE A LOT OF EXPLAINING TO DO! :) 


Wahab: Saraaa! Lat3a9been tekfain


Me: Shloun ma3a9ib? Laish itchathb 3lay? 


Wahab: I'll explain everything later.


I huffed and turned my attention to my father. They were talking and I was staring at Wahab with an angry expression on my face. 


Wahab: A7ibich :D


Me: Chuuubbb latkalmnee!:@ You promised me no more fighting! 


Wahab: :( Sara wallah mu eb eeddi gitlich I have anger managements! You think I want this?


I sighed and looked up, he had a sincere look on his face. Maybe I was too harsh?


Wahab: I'm going to see a therapist. 


Me: I'm sorry, bes Wahab please latchathib 3lay mara thanya..


Wahab: Okay wallah akher mara, bes latz3leen :( 


Waaaayyyyyyyy :( He's too cute, I can't stay mad at him!


Me: Okaayy (a) 


Wahab: 3ayara;p


Me: A7ibiiikkk \o/


Wahab: :o


Me: Don't push your luck:p 


Baba: "Ha 3eyal Wahab? Mabuga shay 3al jam3aa ha? Wain nawi tadris?"


Wahab: "Wallah madri ga3d agoul yah adris sina bel lkwait wakamil derasa bara aw adris bel lkwait bes.."


Baba: "Ahh, wain bara?"


Wahab: "California, wya Rashid ukhooy."


An7ibi6 whenever Wahab talked about college. California? How am I going to see him? And I can't tell him to stay, what kind of person would I be if I did that? 


Wahab: "Wallah shakle badris bara a7sanli." he finally said before checking his phone. 


We ate lunch and shortly after that Wahab and his father went home. I flashed Wahab a smile before he left. 


-


A month and 2 weeks later :D


"Get on the horse."


"Mabi"


"IFFFF GET ON THE HORSE!"


"MAAABYY!"


"Wahab laih mita?! 9arlik shahar al7een, don't give up on riding!" 


Wahab smiled his devilish smile of his, "Terkbeen wyay 3yal?"


I raised an eyebrow, "Shnu yahil mat3arif trkab brou7ik?" I tried hard not to smile. I knew he was faking it. 


Wahab: "Laa, ya3nee matadreen ymkn y9eer shay w you're better at riding." he looked at the ground and smiled. 


I crossed my arms and looked at Sami who's been waiting, she hasn't been ridden in a very long time! I came closer and stroked her forehead, pitying her. 


Wahab: "Haa shgeltay?"


I sighed, "WAAAAYYY WAHAAAB MA9ADGIK!"


Wahab chuckled, "After you myy lady." he held my hand and tried to help me up. 


Me: "Chub." 


I extended my arm and pulled him up. 


He coughed, "A777eeemm, miskeeni."


I pinched his arm and held on to his waist, "Tera akher mara ha?"


Wahab: "Y9eer khair." he flung the handles and that made Sami neigh, she ran across the place laih akher el mazra3a where we weren't visible. 


Me: "SHWAAY SHWAAY MAYNOON?"


He only chuckled.


Me: "Nazilnyy abi ashoof Strike."


"Okay." he said, running out of breath, we plopped down and led Sami back to her stall. I kissed Strike's forehead and started to fead him some large carrots I found lying around. 


Wahab: "Sara."


Me: "Halla?" I said, still focusing on Strike. 


Wahab: "Thank you."


I looked at him behind my back, "3ala shno?"


Wahab: "9arle shahar mu rakeb, w rikabtay wyay.."


I grinned, "Shda3wa." then I turned my attention back to Sami, I was acting as if it wasn't a big deal but inside I was screaming my head off, I helped Wahab overcome the fear he felt for a while! Who knew it would be riding?


I could feel him coming closer, but I made myself seem as if I hadn't noticed, I missed our time we spent in the stables. It felt weird, every week we'd meet up here. Not 360, not avenues, but here at the stables. Any normal couple would meet up at some random mall. But the place we shared never looked so dull after the accident. I'm more than happy we were back to normal.


He stood next to me shyly and extended his arm onto my shoulder, one of his hand was placed in his pocket casually. 


His face was inches away from mine, the bridge of his nose was lightly stroking my cheek. 


"Sara?"


Me: "Hmmm.." I said pretending not to notice. 


Wahab: "Wayhich a7mar."


Me: "Waaaayyy khala9 Wahab daraina, 7ar moutt kheesa shasawi?"


He laughed, "9ij wallaah?" 


Me: "Ee ba3d ga3deen bhal 7ar w i7na b ni9 el 9aif ya3ne.." 


Wahab: "Tadreen ina the stables are in-door. W.." he pointed at the air conditioner right above my head, "Fee mukayef."


Me: "Eee heheh.." 


Wahab: "Yaa7elu eli ysti7oooon!" he planted a kiss on my cheek quickly.


Me: "WAHAAAB!" I hit his arm, and this time I think I hurt him. 


My eyes widened, "Umbay :o Wallah sorry Wahab sorryy sorry!"


His face was red from all the laughing.


Me: "7maar?" I said laughing even harder. 


Wahab: "Ma9adeg 9arlina akthar min 4 months together w lail7een tst7een?" 


I smiled, he can laugh at me all he wants! I don't care! I'm just over joyed by the fact that he's back to riding. 


Just like old times. 

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Chapter 58

Not posting tomorrow so pleease don't ask, wallah I feel bad, lol:p Enjoy and comment! xx








I woke up the next morning and had the urge to see Wahab. I checked bbm and found a message from him. 


Wahab: Gm :)


Me: Gm! Shlounek elyom enshala a7san?


Wahab: El7imdila, am I going to see you??


Me: Madri wallah..


Wahab: M7amad gal beyee, ta3alay ma3ah plleease!


Me: Haha enshala :* 


I headed downstairs and checked to see if M7amad was there, I checked the duwaniya and lastly his room. He was on his bed listening to music while a towel was wrapped around his waist, his chest was uncovered. 


Me: "M7amad?"


M7amad: "Mmm?"


Me: "Btrou7 el mistashfa?"


He closed the music and opened his closet, "Ee al7een barou7, etha tabeen tyeen bsr3a badlay.."


Me: "Okay :D" I headed upstairs into my room, I did the usual then wore some baby blue jeans and paired them with a black shirt, I curled my hair and applied some makeup to compliment the whole look. I got out my skull necklaces and draped them on my neck, I was ready to go! 


I got into M7amad's Range Rover and drove off. We finally arrived there and as usual it was a bit crowded. We got into the elevator and punched in our floor number. 


All the people were gone now from the elevator, we were a floor closer to Wahab until suddenly the elevator opened again indicating that there is someone that needed to get in. I huffed and opened the elevator door for them. 


Yousef, 3aziz's friend, came in. He didn't see me at first, he was too busy with his iPhone. 


SHIT, SHIT SHIT. Maftakait minik?!


I shifted my gaze to my blackberry trying to cover my face with my hair. But he noticed. And his eyes widened. Ya7maar mu jdam M7amad!!:)


Finally the elevator's door opened and I rushed outside quickly. 


M7amad: "Sara? Shfeech?" lazm ys2al!


Me: "Mafeeni shay? Oh kahi el ghurfa yalla indish :D" 7awalt aragi3ha. M7amad didn't notice Yousef ashwa. He knew him because of the incident bel expo w bel shalaih. Bes el7imdila he didn't recognize him! 


I knocked the door and heard someone say, "Tufathal!" I opened up the door and saw Wahab lying down, next to him was his father and a guy I've never seen before. Weird enough he looked just like Wahab, but he had more facial hair and was a bit taller. He had the same beautiful hazel eyes as Wahab. So I'm guessing this is his brother? 


Wahab's father: "Ahlaaain!"


M7amad came in and hugged Wahab's father. And apparently he knew Wahab's brother? I was smiling at Wahab the whole time like an idiot. 


They introduced me to Wahab's 20-year-old brother, Rashid. He was studying in the US and that's why we didn't see him that often bel mazra3a. Apparently he also has a passion for riding. 


We sat there and chatted, but Rashid announced that he had to be back. We all said goodbye and he headed out. 


M7amad: "Ha Wahab, mta t6la3 enshala?"


Wahab: "Ilyom belail!"


M7amad laughed, "Khala9 3eyal maku riding?"


Wahab: "Madre wallah t9adeg.." he looked hesitant. 


We sat there till 6:00pm, then M7amad said he needed to get going. We said our goodbyes and went home. 


Wahab: You look pretty today:*


Me: Aww, you don't look that bad today? :D


Wahab: Ya3ni you're complimenting me m3a el wayh?:p


Me: Eeee =))


Wahab: Call me when your back home:*


Me: Inshala;* 


I got home and closed my bedroom's door behind me. I called Wahab just like he asked. 


Wahab: "Helloooo."


I smiled, "Halla!"


Wahab: "Walhan 3alaaich."


Me: "Ana akthar, haa this weekend riding okaay?" I was hoping he didn't quit riding.


Wahab: "Hehe, inshala."


Me: "Wahab?"


Wahab: "3yoona?"


Me: "Are you going to ride again? Wla bes khalaa9?"


He sighed deeply, "Madre wallah. Entay shtgouleen?" I loved how he takes my opinion.


Me: "Wallah haman ana madri, 9a3ba."


Wahab: "Lou intay eb mukani shnu tsaween?"


Me: "Honestly?"


Wahab: "Ee..?" 


Me: "I wouldn't give up on riding."


Wahab: "7tan law 9ar feech mithel ma9ar feeni?"


Me: "Ee ya3ne, riding's my hobby. Min kan 3umri 9 years old, nothing would change that."


Wahab: "Ya3ne I keep on riding?"


Me: "Ee, bes mu t9eer ghabi w titfalsaf w you try to go out of the whole land w-"


Wahab: "Khaalaaa9 yuba I've heard the lecture 14 times today."


I giggled, "Enzain Wahab, elyom ana shift Yousef."


Wahab: "MNU?!"


Me: "Shhhh 9otek! Yousef, rfeej 3aziz?"


Wahab: "Wain shifteeh!?"


Me: "Bil mistashfa.."


Wahab: "W sawa shay?"


Me: "Laa ykhase! Kint wya M7amad."


Wahab: "Ahh ok.."


Me: "Laish yaay el mistashfa?"


Wahab: "Wana shdarani hal athwal shmsawi."


Me: "Laa? Shloun chithe faj2aa 6ila3 bel mistashfa just when you arrived?"


Wahab: "9idfa."


Me: "Mmm wayed."


Wahab: "Ha 3eyal shbetkoon ya3ne? Enshala maydish dari w yg3ad ykafekhni."


Me: "Wallah 3adi ysaweeha."


Wahab: "Laa yakloon tibin." 


Me: "Enzain shaklik dayekh, naam w laman ti6la3 min el mistashfa gouli ok?"


Wahab: "Enshala."


Me: "Bye."


Wahab: "Wait!"


Me: "Shnu?"


Wahab: "I love you."


I smiled, "I love you too." 

Monday, May 28, 2012

Chapter 57


Finished studying for my up coming exams for next week and felt the need to write. LOL I can't stop! Anyways, enjoy and comment telling me what you guys think. xx 



I kept shaking my leg nervously throughout the entire film, I can't take it anymore. I want to see him.

Nouf: "Sara bess relax! Mafeeh ela el 3afya inshala shfeech wayd khayfa?"

Me: "Nouf please abi ashoufa, khan ni6la3."

Nouf frowned and checked her phone. 

Nouf: "7amad egool ina rab3a il7een by6l3oon. So wait shway.."

Me: "7amad knows about me and Wahab?"

Nouf: "Yup."

I lit her arm, "W shdaraaah?!"

Nouf: "Don't look at me, ana tawne adre."

Me: "Adre for sure Wahab magalah."

Nouf: "A9lan it's obvious."

Me: "Laish?"

Nouf: "The way you look at each other is not normal."

Me: "Mmm shgha9dech?"

Nouf: "Madre t9adgeen, bes it's obvious. You both light up when you see each other."

Well, that's 100% true, for sure. 7amad must of suspected it that time when we saw each other at Starbucks.

Me: "Okay please khan rou7, 3ala mano9al ykonoon rab3a already ra7aw."

Nouf: "Huff okaay."

Me: "A9lan el film brou7a khayes:D"

Nouf: "Mhmm, yallah jidami 6el3ayyyy.." she whined. 

We got out and got into Nouf's car. Finally we reached the hospital. 

Me: "Ay 6abiq?"

Nouf: "Elsabi3, room 203." 

We were waiting for the elevator. 

Me: "Nouf I'm nervous."

Nouf: "Why are you even nervous? He's not awake."

I was going to reply but she suddenly got a phone call.

"Halla 7amad." she smiled.

"Ee w9alna bndish el elevator al7een."

"Fee a7ad?"

"Okay, shlouna Wahab?"

"Khala9 mashi, yalla bye."

Me: "Shnu??"

Nouf: "Mangdar in6awel. Make it quick, his parents bl6reej.." 

We got into the crowded elevator and waited. 

A pregnant women got out. 

An old man got in. 

A couple got out.

A nurse got in.

I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!

I huffed and tapped my foot impatiently. Some of the people in the elevator noticed and gave me weird looks. Nouf was trying to calm me down..

The elevator binged, we finally reached the 7th floor. 

We looked through the rooms until we found it, room 203. Nouf knocked the door but no one answered. 

Me: "Waay mu min9ijich!" I said opening the door quickly. 

7amad was sitting on Wahab's right looking at the ground, he shifted his gaze as soon as he saw us. He faked a smile at Nouf and I. 

I felt like I just got punched in the stomach for some reason, the way he looked was too much to bear. Bruises were surrounding his face, arms and chest. Random wires were connected to his neck. Bags were on top of him, connecting wires to his entire body. What happened?

I looked at 7amad trying not to cry, "Sh-sh9ar?"

7amad: "6a7 min l79an.."

7amad explained to me what happened, he was riding too fast and was passing the fence that led you outside the whole land. He lost control and fell hard on the wired fences. Some of the strings were not attached and that caused him to bleed uncontrollably. Bes el7imdila he was wearing a helmet. 

All of this was caused by riding? The thoughts were too much to digest. I stared at Wahab's closed eyes hoping they would open immediately. 

7amad: "Emshay Nouf.." he knew what I was thinking, he directed Nouf outside the room leaving me and Wahab alone. 

I got closer until I was standing by his side. 

Me: "Wahab?" I whispered. 

He's not going to answer.

I held his hand in mine, I could feel the coldness of it, and the bruises surrounding his palms. 

Garait 3laih and that's when the tears came streaming down my cheeks. 

Allah ya7fithik

Suddenly all our memories and times we spent together came popping up. What if he wasn't wearing a helmet? Would he be dead?

El7mdila. 

Nouf barged in, interrupting my thoughts, "Emshay Sara, his parents ta7at.."

I let go of his hand slowly and kissed his forehead before exiting the door. I thanked 7amad and told him to keep me updated. 

Nouf dropped me off and I went up to my room, makan le khilg a7ad!

I waited impatiently for any news about Wahab.. 

My nerves were settled when 7amad dm'ed me..

Wahab's doing fine. He lost a lot of blood and needs donations. Bes elmuhim ina begoom bel salama enshala, lat7ateen :) 

Me: Can I donate?

7amad: What's your blood type?

Me: O+

7amad: Ee, etha tabeen come tomorrow morning.

Me: Mashkoor 7amad wallah maga9art :)

7amad: Masewait shay :)

I took 7amad's words and replaced them with the words I thought about Wahab earlier. He's fine. Mafeeh shay enshala, he'll get donations w ra7 ygoom belsalama. 

I set my alarm clock to 9:45am then drifted off to sleep. 

-

I woke up earlier the next day. I set my alarm off and then took a shower, changed into casual clothes and went downstairs. 

M7amad: "3la wain?" 

Mara7 egoul shay etha giltlah el9j 9a7? Yadri ina ana w Wahab are practically best friends. 

Me: "El mistashfa."

M7amad: "Deraitay 3an Wahab?"

I sighed, "Ee.."

M7amad: "Gouleeli etha ga3ed ha?"

Me: "Inshala." I said and got into our car. We finally arrived, the place wasn't as crowded as yesterday. I asked the front desk where I could make donations, they said I had to talk to the nurse that was assigned to the patient. I punched the floor's number in the elevator and waited until I arrived. 

There was a nurse standing in front of Wahab's room. 

Me: "Excuse me, where can I make donations?"

Nurse: "For which patient ma'am?"

Me: "For this room." I pointed at Wahab's room. 

Nurse: "This way please." she directed me to a white room. She told me to fill a paper up. I gave it to her and she nodded indicating that we can continue with the process. 

The nurse got out a shiny new needle, I closed my hands tightly as she injected the sharp needle, it cut through my skin, and I could see the blood oozing into the needle. She placed my blood into a tube and marked it with a name and the room number. 

I wanted to go see Wahab one more time but I was too afraid his parents would be there.. 

I opened up the elevator and found Wahab's dad right in front of my face. 

"Sara entay hney?" he said surprised.

Me: "Hah.. ee.."

"Shyaybich?"

Me: "Yaya atbara3 7ag Wahab."

"Jezach allah khair matga9reen wallah.. shifteeh?"

Me: "La wallah.."

"Ga3id etha tabeen tshoufeena."

Me: "9ij?"

"Ee, ana barou7 atbara3 dami il7een, inshoufich 3la khair." 

He left before I could say something..

Should I go see him? But, what would I say?

I can't wait any longer. I stepped out of the elevator and headed into Wahab's room. He was sitting up watching TV. 

Wahab: "Yuba wayed 6awalt kil hath-"

He stopped talking when he saw me.

Wahab: "Sara?"

I slowly came closer, "Shlounik Wahab?"

He looked shocked yet happy at the same time. His eyes were wide but a grin was placed on his lips. 

Wahab: "Um. Zain, a7san min ams el7imdila." 

I sighed, "Ee ashwa.."

I wanted to say so many things, abi a6ali3 kil eli eb galbi! 

Wahab: "Ta3alay.." he held his hands out, I sat down next to him on the hospital bed. 

He put both of his hands around my shoulders trying to comfort me. 

Wahab: "Shfeech mit9arw3a? Sara tera mafeeni shay. 6ay7a basee6a. Ba6la3 min el mistashfa bacher enshala."

I tried to maintain my tears, "Wahab.."

He simply hugged me tight, I didn't need to say anything. 

I sighed deeply, "ENT MAYNOON? WAAAAAAALLAH MATI6LA3 MIN EL MAZRA3A MARA THANYA. W MATERKAB ELA ETHA LABIS FULL BODY GEAR. WALAH SHWAYA WABOUL 3ALA NAFSE WAHAB! YA3N-" this is literally my way of showing how much I care, by yelling at him.

He laughed, "Khalaaa9 Saraa asawe eli tabeena, bes latz3leen 3lay."

Me: "Keliiish wla az3al 3laik yal ghalliii entaa." I teased. Wahab and I used to laugh at couples that talked like this..

The door opened and Wahab's father entered. I got up and Wahab took his hands right on time, ashwa mashaf shay. 

"Yallah Wahab ana asta2then, enshala tgoom bel salama."

Wahab: "Allah ysalmich."

Me: "M3a elsalama" I said to both of them and left.

I texted M7amad saying Wahab was fine. 

El7imdila t6amant.

Wahab is fine. 

He's perfectly fine.